frustrated.

I rarely complain on my blog, but right now, I just need to.

I feel extremely frustrated at the moment, I can not even think straight.
I found out that I may not be able to go to school this fall because as a homeschool student I never took the ACT or SAT and since they are given univarsaly on the same date, I will miss the ACT because I will be on a missions trip, and it is too late for me to take the SAT (deadline passed). So, I am frustrated and unsure about something I was frustrated and unsure about to begin with (make sense???).

Horrible thing number two.

I was out with my dad on our fourwheelers and my very nice, very new venus voyager slipped out of my back pocket and is nowhere to be found...and it is going to rain tonight. I feel miserable, I prayed and prayed and still no phone, I just really want it back. I know it is just a material posession, but I was extremely attatched to it, it was my favorite phone I have ever had. ahhhh, I could kick myself. Now all I have recieved from my dad is tough love, I just want my phone back.

Ahhhh, well, now I just want to go to bed and not wakeup for a really long time, or untill I have my phone back...